I’m not sure how it happened but suddenly I opened my eyes and I was 40, unemployed, and struggling to overcome bouts of anxiety and depression. Back in my early 20’s when I was still full of hopes and dreams, I figured when I came upon this age I would be wildly successful with a life full of monetary riches and life experiences. I certainly have had my share of life experiences and have a mostly comfortable lifestyle I am grateful for, but that Hollywood life never came to be.
In the months since I stopped trading my time for a paycheck I have been on a long journey trying to get my life on track. I was put on Prozac and started seeing a counselor to get my mental state under control and have spent countless hours learning and researching my next steps.
I’ve started this blog as a place to organize the countless thoughts I have penned into my little black Moleskine notebook. After all, what is the point of having thoughts if you can’t share them with others.
Welcome to my world. I’m Paul and I’m happy to meet you…